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FICTION

Terrie Leigh Relf lives in San Diego, CA, and began composing poetry and stories before she could read or write. Needless to say, she was ecstatic when she learned how to put pencil to paper, and could read a book all by herself (often after "lights out!" under the covers with a flashlight). Now, she and her computer chair are one.

In addition to writing short fiction (Yes, she does have a few novels-in-process collecting dust), she composes in a variety of poetic forms such as scifaiku, haiku, cinquains, zips, chrystallines, tetractys, and free-verse.
If you ask her why she writes, she'll more than likely say, "because it's as much a part of my life as breathing and dreaming." Many of her story ideas come from dreams, but that's a secret, so don't tell anyone.
Even though she used to say that school interfered with her reading and writing, she became an English teacher. Currently, she teaches English composition at San Diego City College, where one of her primary missions is to convert her primarily non-English-major students over to a love of SF and other forms of reading and writing.
"Resistance is futile," she tells them, then if they don't know what she means, (i.e., don't comprehend the reference), she assigns SF reading and viewing assignments. To date, a number of new followers have risen through the ranks.
She's had her work published in-or on-the following: The Martian Wave, The Fifth Dimension, Electric Wine, Starleaper, The Espresso, Manifold, ComputorEdge, , Ku Nouveau, Writersonline, The Buddha's Temple, Blood Coven, The Pennine Poetry Works' Studio Site, The PoetryWorm, Frogfest, and The Writer's Hood.

You may contact her through andree@promartian.com



~>*<~ SCIFAIKU ~>*<~

by Terrie Relf
(AKA semi -- my haijin name)


2003

One-breaths

Europan Concert Tour--Aurora Bore Alis

Martian iconography--God has three eyes

follow the bouncing ball --transgalactic ping pong

Scifizips

breach in the treaty
no one could translate the concept of trust

relishing the taste of light
Pluto's first ships leaving orbit

Scifaiku

as with all offspring
going the opposite direction
Jovian moonlets

now stardust
Columbia's crew
seeding new worlds

between their fingers
red sands trickle
God(s) of War?

emperors dabbling
with solar orbits
the fall of Rome

camouflaged
by rainbows
alien space bubble

30th generation
and still no sign
aberrant human gene

etching away
at Mars
elemental artist

satellite photos
of Europan ice sculptures
do I hear a bid?

cut and scrape
fold and stitch
Martian Mola

pecking at asteroids
from its satellite perch
carrion bird

Alien Exposure Law
no one will hear
the politicians scream

pipe line
from Europa--
drizzle drazzle drone

Quarantined
For loving an alien
Don't ask. Don't tell.

caught between
Io and Ganymede
Europa remains in heat

Europans!
who knew they date
in pods...

the meaning of life
at the universe's edge
52 moonlets

Shroedinger's cat
shreds the universe
but who's vacuuming it up?

the cloaked ship
does another flyby
dancing lights of abduction

deck shuffled
who's turn to draw?
bets on for the multiverse

deck shuffled
who's turn to draw?
bets on for the multiverse

ideolects
from a thousand galaxies
now centering on earth

Mission to Pluto
less hazardess
than the Washington Beltway

there--on the mound
Basho's powerpack
and a collection of poems






the emperor's tale--
humans have Membari souls
a lesson learned too late
blood-tinged fingers
writing all night
bone tired
with just a word
your brain
short-circuited
empty cranium
yet the creature
still walks
tethered in port
it's the stillness
that wakens her
contemplating pleasure
neural net bypass
"Aha!" says the droid
learning to grasp
undulating fins
Europan baby's first catch
he's not you--
I gave them vids
your daily log
but his skin, his scent, his touch
is a simulacrum
across light years
an alien broadcast--
Roger Ram Jet
teeming landscape
luminescent spores
cytogenetic dance
the last days--
remember Tim?
he's stew
your thoughts
linked to mine
at the wormhole's edge
stasis?
caught between two worlds
one is certain to unravel--not!
beneath the floor grills
his cloned heart
beating
his remains flash-frozen
on her pillow
a replicated rose
cocooned in algae
it grows
stellar maze:
astronauts run the gauntlet
space-time continuum
stillborn galaxy--
the Guardians wait
will it breathe on its own?
bathtub gallatica
plug pulled
universe drains
she waves her star wand--
rainbow bread
in a blueberry sky
paint the sky red
learn the thousand words for sand
earth forgotten
in parabolic formation
disguised as rogue asteroids
under cover of Oort clouds
a fleet of ships
approaches earth's atmosphere
at the wormhole's edge
razor fangs
a child's baloon
striped naked
Pluto stands before Varuna
a chill wind blows
munching on algae cakes
children study archived menus
what's ice cream?
rekindling the rites--
my hearts and yours
in the marriage pyre
view from the moon--
the earth a maelstrom
reseeding must wait
both here and there
neither here nor there
both here and not here
neither here nor not here
Schroedinger's cat yawns
inscribed on his body
the 10,000 tales
Ionian bard


~>*<~ FICTION ~>*<~

by Terrie Relf


Where Meteors Come From

"This one was inspired by my daughter..."

Once upon a time, there lived a daughter of the gods, and she was often lonely. But when it rained, she withdrew from her gloomy mood, stood at the window of the extraterrestial palace, and traced the pattern of the droplets. She would breathe on the window, watch as it misted over, then trace pictures of kuchi bugs and mora flowers, happy for the moment.

One day, she took a long walk to the edge of the universe, and there she spied a vast open space just perfect for rock-skipping. So, she reached down, picked up a pebble, and tossed it over the edge. It fell and fell, and she never heard it hit bottom, so she gathered up entire handfulls and tossed them over the edge.

A wind came up, cast them further and further away, shaped them into a wave, spun them about until they scattered to the four corners and beyond.

So that is why, my little one, that it’s best you come inside right now, for the little princess is in a mood today, and casting her rocks about.


Mission to Europa

We landed on the farthest side of Jupiter's largest moon, Europa. The other moons didn't pose as much of a mystery, or perhaps it was the possibility of an active ocean life that intrigued the triumvirate of private investors. "NASA be damed," they said, "we want answers and we need them now."

We slid across the ice before the gear finally gripped, precariously close to glassy patch of ice. We disembarked without event. Our team leader and biologist,L ilith Wiseman, First officer and communications expert, Kendra Llwellyn, and our generalist, me, Blair Tarquedt, set to work establishing a working base-camp.

Back at home, they hoped for us to return with core samples of dormant cell life, sonar footage of the caps, and perhaps, if we were really lucky, some kind of fungi.

That's what we expected--and delivered. But what we didn't expect was to be greeted by a contingent of off-world trekkers suspiciously like ourselves.

They seemed like regular guys. The one who appeared to be their leader, Karn, asked, "Would we remain with them? Share knowledge? Share food? Share warmth?"

The general consensus was, "why not?" They seemed about as threatening as tourists from Iceland.

We went about our business while they observed us. It seems their business was already finished, and once they spotted us on their systems scan, they decided to remain, to make first-contact with our species.

How did they know our language? Their seeming second-in-command, L'ren, said they'd been watching us for quite some time, and that this seemed a better plan than what they had previously been concocting. What this other plan was they never said.

So, we communicated, albeit awkwardly. They spoke in short phrases, our words much shorter than the ones of their own language, which had a melodious flow, intriguingly accented.

They seemed quite content to watch us, nodding occasionally, quite pleased that we were discovering something of worth for our people at home. The sampling had been going well, so we slowed our pace, amazed that we were able to find what we needed--and so quickly.

In retrospect, that, too, seemed a bit odd, a bit too convenient; but what would they have to gain by planting samples or leading us to areas where we hadn't even thought to look? It was as if we'd placed a take-out order, and they had it ready by the time we drove up to the window.

They wouldn't share anything about their reasons for being on Europa, though. In fact, they even acted as if they misunderstood the concept.

Apparently, their planet wasn't that far away. They pointed, said something that sounded like, "stop by for a visit. " Quite hospitable we thought they were.

The evening before our departure, they invited us for a special meal prepared in our honor. They served a potent wine that was probably much too strong for us.

Sometime during the night, our friends tucked us into make-shift beds, and I remember a sharp sting, a blissful sleep, then waking up with a stuffy head.

We still managed to leave at the prearranged time, though. Our friends seemed more than a bit emotional, which I thought odd. Maybe they were going to be alone for a long, long time, and we had provided them with much needed company. There was also something I couldn't quite remember until later. Much later.

Once home, we were greeted by a special team. At first, we thought it was because of our brief transmission that we'd discovered other travelers. Did they think we'd halucinated the whole thing?

While we recounted what we could remember, it was the missing time that bothered them the most.

It came as no surprise when were were quickly quarantined, poked, proded, given psych evals.

They didn't find any hidden organisms. No DSMVI correlatives. Clean bills of health all around. Needless to say, they were quite puzzled.

The core samples? Retrieved. Tested. Another puzzle: samples of Europan ice and ocean water evaporated while being tested. The fungi all dissolved as well.

It wasn't long, though, before the three of us realized that we weren't the same women we were prior to leaving. It wasn't just that the edges of our consciousness blurred a bit, or that we began to hear a collective humming of odd melodic phrases that we were eventually able to imitate. It was something else altogether.

So when we heard about several failed missions to Europa--then to IO--we knew why.

The dragon ships were anchored just beyond our campsite. Territorial, those Vikings are.

~ END



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